Uni started on Monday, only had one lecture.. so I was in for ONE HOUR.. haha ended up hanging out at Dave's anyway, made fries.. asian style, like the way my grandpa made it for CNY dinner woot!

Turned out ok, Dave likes ABC sauce though :| so there was that distinct taste that i'm getting sick of.

new fish tanks! New fish!

I got three 2.5 ft tanks and just finished setting them up now.

Lounge: Two angels, and 4 head and tail light tetras

My room-

Top: Black Ghost Knife, two goldfish, one Endler

Bottom: Breeding Bristlenose Colony

Then there's the fighters and the tank i got for christmas (: There's a BN in there now coz there's plenty of algae for him/her to eat, and a heater so hopefully the fry don't die this time. He's starting to make another bubble nest again! The females are getting fat with eggs. hehe

The prettiest one is the Christmas one! Just put a CO2 diffuser in so the plants grow crazy fast and nice.

Fighting fishies

Christmas Tank, you can see the neon tetras in here. The new food I'm feeding them is making their colours show up really well

BN breeding tank, It's still a little murky, I just put everything in

ALFRED!! Poor boy. He's been through so much. He got really scared when I put the cave in for him.. He jumped out of the tank ): aww.

His tail, and the feeder goldfish i put in there for him to eat.. he hasn't shown any interest in them yet. The smaller one has a scar on it though

His home

Male Angel from the tank in the lounge. I'm worried about these guys, they aren't eating very much! Tried bloodworms and Hikari pellets and they still wont eat very much!

The female.. they seem to like that corner quite a lot

Bubble nest!

Ordered House of Leaves and Only Revolutions off Amazon. I can't wait until they arrive!!

I read it once before in year 12 or 1st year uni? It was pretty good, but i skimmed through a lot of it because I got freaked out by it haha, so this time i'm going to read it properly. Only Revolutions is his second book

And finally... This picture again.. Man I work slow

Peace!

Coles you are rubbish. Keep on picking up food off the ground and putting it back in the case.
GO
I DARE YOU. your days are numbered you slow minded sad.. well you get me
Keep cancelling my shifts. Go on.
I am disgusted.

I am so angry.

I am ready to burn something down.

I am craving

they bred again

i forgot to take out the females after

so they ate their own eggs

what a noob.

well i got it on cam.

STUPID FISH.

also i have been working waaaay too much. urgh

angry.

anyway

dustin's package came took pics, will update later. i'm too frustrated. GRR

i can see the fins developing on one of them!

well i think

haha it's soo small

^ecc2:17 So I hated life, because the work that is done under the sun was grievous to me. All of it is meaningless, a chasing after the wind. ¹⁸ I hated all the things I had toiled for under the sun, because I must leave them to the one who comes after me. ¹⁹ And who knows whether he will be a wise man or a fool? Yet he will have control over all the work into which I have poured my effort and skill under the sun. This too is meaningless. ²⁰ So my heart began to despair over all my toilsome labor under the sun. ²¹ For a man may do his work with wisdom, knowledge and skill, and then he must leave all he owns to someone who has not worked for it. This too is meaningless and a great misfortune. ²² What does a man get for all the toil and anxious striving with which he labors under the sun?²³ All his days his work is pain and grief; even at night his mind does not rest. This too is meaningless.

find it.

find the constant.

If it's done for God, then leave the rest to Him?

What does it matter if what you've done, achieved and worked hard for goes to a fool?

Maybe it's part of what God wants, maybe it'll be the step the faith the fool needs.

Ecclesiastes 2

¹ I thought in my heart, "Come now, I will test you with pleasure to find out what is good." But that also proved to be meaningless. ² "Laughter," I said, "is foolish. And what does pleasure accomplish?" ³ I tried cheering myself with wine, and embracing folly—my mind still guiding me with wisdom. I wanted to see what was worthwhile for men to do under heaven during the few days of their lives.

⁴ I undertook great projects: I built houses for myself and planted vineyards. ⁵ I made gardens and parks and planted all kinds of fruit trees in them. ⁶ I made reservoirs to water groves of flourishing trees. ⁷ I bought male and female slaves and had other slaves who were born in my house. I also owned more herds and flocks than anyone in Jerusalem before me. ⁸ I amassed silver and gold for myself, and the treasure of kings and provinces. I acquired men and women singers, and a harem as well—the delights of the heart of man. ⁹ I became greater by far than anyone in Jerusalem before me. In all this my wisdom stayed with me.

¹⁰ I denied myself nothing my eyes desired;
I refused my heart no pleasure.
My heart took delight in all my work,
and this was the reward for all my labor.

¹¹ Yet when I surveyed all that my hands had done
and what I had toiled to achieve,
everything was meaningless, a chasing after the wind;
nothing was gained under the sun.

I wonder what people do to make or think that their life is worthwhile? I wonder what the top...well goal i guess is.

-Tonga

not all the babies will survive ):

that's pretty sad

):

THEY ARE BORNNNNNNNNNNNN :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I woke up this morning and i didn't see the eggs, and i thought the male had eaten them all. ): I was worried as.

But I looked closer and I saw their little tails haning off the bubbles

Eeeeee

they are so cute.

They're named the Inmates of Arkham coz they are stuck in this inescapable tank. and it's small, and away from Gotham city, which is what the other tank is called.. err.. from now XD

Ok time for an update

• Fishes are still alive
• Jordan's fishes are still alive
• Fighting fish tried to kill everything, so i separated them and they had babies
• One of the fighting fish died, got a new one he's red
• Want to get rid of the frogs
• Got my Working with Children's check

ok here's some pictures

i'm lazy as.

AND LOST SEASON 6 EP 1 CAME OUT TODAY YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

oh man.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Fish eggs, hehe what a caring father.

ok back to restaurant city.

oh and watch lost.

SAWYER ♥

im angry.

i gotta find things to do instead of being angry coz i get angry too much.

I am too much of a princess and like things to be my way. If you don't think the say way I do, tough luck coz you're way of thinking is WRONG.

ok

so

instead of being angry

be humble. coz i'm not always right. which sucks. But if i dont learn i wont grow. maybe that's why i'm so small.

I used to be forced to learn things which is how I became the way I am. I am not motivated to do anything at all if i am not interested in it. Even that 'big major reward' at the end wont interest me if i don't like what i have to do now to get there.

If i don't motivate myself to learn things i'll stay stuck. Which means I'll be behind in everything.

SO, open your ears Sarah, Open your brain and start learning stuff.

Otherwise you're screwed.

Anger is not biblical, nor was there ever an example set. Except for when the temple was being used to sell things etc.

I'm pretty sure the reasons for why I get angry are nothing close to that.

I get intimidated and I will not show it.

Get over yourself Sarah.

No really.

Show some respect.

Wish i had some photos to post for ya'll

Been working on jordans guitar.

i was soooooo wrecked today. Urgh, i didn't realize it until i got to his, fell asleep while watching Sherlock Holmes haha. I liked the movie though Robert Downey Jnr is one of my fave. If he was a bit younger then he.. In fact ...

ahhh. Lautner Wins, though RDj is awarded points for coolness. hehe.

Oh i have pics of guitar now.

The front and the neck..

we made it look like it was covered in bandages :D

Looks a bit lame now, but it'll be all sweet when it's done ^^

Anyway, I'm sick. I wanted to go out tonight but I was way too lazy, sooo just bummed at jordans, went home, drove, at dinner at 10:30, now it's like 12:17 and i'm hungry again.

Sleeping on the floor again, it's too hot in bed.

So, I've been trying to stay on the 'right side'. I don't see the point. I mean if "_ _" isn't respecting that why should I?

haha. ahh more thinking.

I also made up my mind.

It was a phase. like maybe things would've fallen into place, but I mean, yeah dunno.

things are good as it is.

ive eaten way too many oreos.

i want doritos and avacado dip with cheese and salsa

this makes me angry. Just had a full rant about it with anneliese. ARGH. some people are so ... blind.

it's called helping.

Especially when a country has so much to offer. I'm sure it's affordable.

pfft.

it makes me so so so angry.

seriously.

It's probably one of the few things that will ever stir me up this much.

idiot

baby poster.

ew

ew

ew

ew

ew

ew

ew

ew.

pUke.

i should sleep. i cant. grrrrrrrrrrrrr

im sick too.

bleh.

hungry

I WANT MACCAS.

please?

OH MAN.

i got a gift for ya'll

LOL.

OLD BLOGS FTW

http://daylightechoes.blogspot.com/

http://sunshine-00.blogspot.com/

http://lilshortiy.xanga.com/

oh dude.

le me show you some extracts.

"I wanna just leave this place n start somewhere new again. Especially for New year, which hapens to be TOMORROW, then My bday! woooot 17!"

December 30, 2006

"i dunno whats wrong with it all. I can't put it down in words at all. i dunno why im feeling like this... It hurts like hell to think that he can get over it so easily. I ono if I still have feelings for him.. or if i ever did"

December 24, 2006

"i hate it

so much.

i hate hate hate.

HATE.

Infact,

I wanna ... do something... violent.

I dont want it.

I dont care.

One day I'm gunna explode with it all. Or jump off a cliff, or run away.

I hate the world.

and almost eveyrhting in it.

U know what else? I can't even stand her voice. It reflects everything I'm not"

December 7 2006

LOL what a hater.

ok that's it. i'm like.. lolling on the inside.

some of the stuff i wrote was pretty harsh. haha but you know, what can you do

Dude, there is some deep stuff in my old blog. it's kinda scary. Scary that i look back at it now and.. see how much things have changed.

http://saraht90.xanga.com

wow

hardcore. its so old

wow, what was that. I really don't understand.

Today at work, i thought... I though it was someone it was not. When i heard it and turned around everything inside of me felt like fluttery.

Then i realized. And totally spent the rest of my shift thinking about it.

Urgh.

oh man.

what on earth.

I don't think this is healthy

I can't help it.

This song is pretty cool, i like her voice

anyway.

received these guys in the mail today

Definitely cool :D

Fishtank is looking pretty too, the plants are growing fast as and i got this stuff... its right at the bottom. You can see the fat fighting fish there, lol he's ACTUALLY SWIMMING

And made banana pancakes last night :D at like 10 lol

Watched surrogates today, Not that interesting. got a bit boring haha, but the end action bits were pretty funny. Bruce willis like bashes up one of them and you can see his skull, well robotic green blooded skull. haha

alright, i'm out

cheers

Batman: "If you can't spend it, money's just a lot of worthless paper, isn't it?"

So, I totally h ave been just bumming around watching movies and tv shows and drawing. It's like what i used to do at the end of year 12 lol. Kat's habits must be rubbing off on me.

Redid tank today, got sand in it now! water is still a bit murky though ): yuck.

Jordan helped me do most of it, coz i'm pretty retarded and can't even siphon water. haha

Grandparents came over for dinner :D means good food so yeah.. But I don't do very much at home anyway so i couldn't eat much.

I just finished season 1 of Parks and Recreation. It's very similar to the office. I liked it though, some of the characters I could relate to haha. One of the guys kept his cast on for an extra two weeks so his wife could serve him food. Come on, that's an awesome idea right?? As long as it doesn't happen to me then i'm ok.

ok time to work on pics (:

So, I started the prize. I haven't like .. ever drawn horses, had to get a ref for this one... going to be pretty pandora-like in regards to the bg etc. It'll be fun to paint i think!

Publish PostHelping to admin a site, made a couple of buttons, gotta figure out where to put it into the XML though (:

OKAY so to-do list

Birthday Presents

Denis- batman painting

Kat

Anneliese

Rachel Yap

Gope

Prizes

Masquerade for Rimfy

Ok that's a lot. Time to get started.

SO

MUCH

HAPPINESS

IT'S
DONE.

WOOOT

WOOOO

WOOOOOOOO

now to work on a bunch of birthday presents

:D

THANK YOU ANNELIESE! :D It's so big and awesome. I've got all of the ones you've given me (:

since. a long time. baha. this is like a reverse of the first one, riku was holiding the ploop :P

Anyway, The plants in my fishtank have grown. and lil dmck likes to just chill in the weed, or like next to the filter vent haha

These are Before and After. It's been like a week and it's grown so much! Not sure about the stuff growing of the stick though, it's a bit hard to tell. Theres like white stuff growing which looks like mould. lolol AND i think i'm feeding them too much, coz they are starting to look fat.

Ok, so today was pretty chill, didn't do very much at all. It was FOURTY ONE DEGREES CELCIUS. oh seriously.

ridiculous stuff.

I restarted painting something that was meant to be

done a while ago, as well as sketched batman a couple times on a new canvas i'm going to paint,

it's some pretty exciting stuff.

those lumps or brown are meant to be sacks, i'll probs change them to rocks or something else, the sacks fail a bit.

OH, also, i'm still on the long slow road of improvement. Whilst i haven't been able to do much practical art and stuff, I've been building on theory and reading up on different techniques.

Dad bought me this yesterday, they are pretty expensive, but there's something nicer about reading info from a magazine or book vs the internet. It's nice

having the hardcopy :)

There's the two of them. I got the one on the right from Merimbula neesagents because I was getting a bit bored, and the other from Borders. They cost so much =[!

There's really awesom stuff, this guy goes step by step on how he creates his matte paintings for movies and such, it's pretty detailed stuff too.

ALSO did you realize that today is 11012010 man, all these dates are really hard to read sometimes. I catogorise my photos by year, month, date, so it's like 20100111. Looks a little like some hardcore binary to me

Went on Saturday to the beach. Up in Portsea? About an hours drive from BH sort of area. Went to this back beach, and haha like usual there are always guys taht find plaes to jump off into water. This pic doesn't do it justice. There's only one part that's quite deep, so if you miss it you're a bit GG'd. I didn't have the guts to do it XD

Testing out the underwater-ness of my camera

A bit choppy, but it was okay. Saw a few fishies but not much XD

Ok, I'm out. Gotta keep painting and stuff!

Smell you later.

-Tonga